WHO AM I

Ciri topik nongkrong orang yang mendewasa: berat. Salah satunya topik yang ditodongkan kepadaku selepas sholat asar hari itu. Baru saja turun dari mushola untuk menghampiri tempat duduk, aku mendengar N berkata kurang lebih begini,

Tiba-tiba A meminta waktuku 10 menit saja untuk bantu menjawab kerisauannya. Butuh perspektif dari seorang perempuan katanya. N sedikit membantu membawakan intronya. Intinya, A suka seseorang tetapi belum berniat untuk serius dalam waktu dekat. Meskipun demikian, sepertinya dia tahu kalau perempuan yang ia sukai juga menyukainya. Tapi ia tetap ingin menjaga batasan terlebih dahulu untuk saat ini. Yang ia bingungkan adalah bagaimana caranya menegaskan prinsipnya tersebut kepada si perempuan.

"Kenapa pusing? Ya tinggal jujur aja kan, kamu maunya gimana dan kondisimu saat ini seperti apa," jawabku.

"Nah, kan? Kayak yang aku bilang tadi. Biar jelas. Toh kalau dia perempuan baik, dia pasti akan memahami. Kalau ternyata engga, ya berarti belum jodohnya," kata N menimpali.

"Iya, nothing to lose aja. Eh tapi bisa jadi perspektifku ini kurang tepat juga. Aku kan dari SMA kebanyakan temennya cowok ya, jadi cenderung ngomong langsung jujur aja. Kalo kamu ngomong jujur ke dia, bisa jadi responnya beda, tergantung dia tipe cewek yang kayak apa," aku menambahi. 

*Astaga, kini aku cukup merasa bersalah karena mengucapkan kata nothing to lose. Padahal, dia pasti sedang merasa sangat berat hatinya ya. Ckckck dasar! Yuk jaga mulut lagi, mikir dulu yang bener sebelum ngomong :)

"Maksudnya banyak temenan sama cowok?" tanya N.

"Iya, waktu SMA aku masuk divisi desain kan kebanyakan cowok. Kuliah jurusanku juga isinya hampir cowok semua, gitu," jawabku.

Pembahasan itu pun terhenti beberapa waktu karena perjalanan kami ke Senayan dengan MRT. Sesampainya di GBK, kami mencari mushola terlebih dahulu untuk sholat Maghrib. Setelah itu, kami lanjut berjalan ke kantin GBK untuk makan malam. Di situlah topik kami berlanjut,

"Nah, tadi A kan udah. Sekarang gantian satu-satu cerita. Kalo aku, diminta untuk nunggu mbakku dulu yang sedang ikhtiar. Bukan apa-apa sih, lebih ke menjaga mbak dari tekanan masyarakat aja. Tapi udah mulai lihat-lihat juga." mulai N.

"Ah iya bener. Aku nih walaupun masih anak-anak, kalau nemenin ibu datang arisan pasti udah ditanyain undangan. Aku sempet nanya kan, kenapa sih udah ditanya-tanya. Katanya, kalau cowok mah 5 tahun lagi baru ditanya, kalau cewek habis lulus mau ngapain lagi?" aku menanggapi.

"Nah iya kan, kalo cewek tuh lebih cepet usia kena tekanan dari pandangan masyarakat. Nah sekarang giliranmu," kata N.

"Harus topik yang berkaitan sama itu nih?" tanyaku.

"Iyalah! Ini kan transaksional!" seru N sambil bercanda.

"Huh yaudah deh...," aku pun bercerita mengenai kisahku yang sebaiknya demi kebaikan orang yang terlibat tidak aku ceritakan di sini.

"Kalo target belum ngeset. Kalo inceran jujur sekarang belum ada ya," jawabku.

"Wah tadinya aku mau tanya lebih lanjut soal masalahku ke kamu, tapi kamu udah cerita di sini ya. Oke deh, habis ini aku bakal telepon dia," kata A tiba-tiba.

"Serius? Pengen denger nih! Eh tapi jangan langsung juga, harus ada bridging-nya. Cari timing yang pas," saran N.

"Oiya bener juga," kata A setuju.

Berlanjut ke R yang bercerita bahwa targetnya masih lama juga. Meskipun demikian, dia mengincar seorang perempuan yang seusia dengannya. Lalu aku memberi sedikit info, bahwa menurut BKKBN, disarankan untuk tidak hamil melebihi usia 30 tahun. R pun bertanya alasannya. N menjawab dengan alasan kesehatan ibunya. Kalau dari yang kuperhatikan, R pun jadi berpikir ulang.

Giliran S yang bercerita bahwa sebagai anak tunggal satu-satunya yang ternyata berusia lebih muda dariku, orang tuanya masih sangat protektif. Kalau incaran, tentu sudah ada. Tapi dia masih ingin apa ya istilahnya, memantaskan diri dulu.

Ya kurang lebih begitulah sesi transaksional kami. Sepertinya setelah menulis ini aku jadi tahu, sumber dimulainya bahasan berat ini dari mana. Tentu saja, buku yang dibawa N, judulnya Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. Ya sudahlah. Walaupun aku bingung sendiri kenapa bisa menceritakan kisahku yang cenderung bersifat privasi ini dengan mudahnya kepada mereka yang baru kutemui di dunia nyata pertama kali, setidaknya pertemuan kami ini jadi lebih berkesan hehe

Kami berkumpul kembali di kantor tercinta dahulu. Hanya bertiga — termasuk aku, karena hanya kami yang sedang di Jogja dan ada waktu luang saat itu. Turut hadir pula Pak 🐯, Bapak kami semua yang tengah bersantai menunggu tibanya waktu untuk menghadiri latihan klub bela diri. Begitu aku tiba, langsung kusapa Pak 🐯. Setengah bercanda, atau bisa jadi serius, Pak 🐯 berkata,

"💚 ini kok tidak pernah mampir ke sini? Memangnya sudah lupa jalan ke sini? Masa sih harus nunggu 🐋 dulu untuk datang ckckck"

"Loh jangan salah, Pak. Saya masih sering kok lewat sini kalau menuju kosan teman, tapi lewat saja, tidak mampir. Kenapa? Soalnya saya malu Pak kalau sendirian🥲"

Selanjutnya kami saling bertukar cerita sebab memang utamanya meetup kali ini dalam rangka menyambut 🐋 yang baru pindah bekerja ke Jogja. Mas 🦍 juga menceritakan proyek-proyek yang berpotensi akan dikerjakannya. Sesi tukar cerita kali ini ditemani dengan camilan unik, yaitu belalang goreng oleh-oleh Mas 🦍 dari Gunungkidul. Percaya tidak percaya, ketika digigit, sensasinya seperti makan udang goreng! Sayangnya, aku kurang suka dengan bumbunya yang seperti dimasak dalam rendaman kecap yang sangat pekat.

Awalnya 🐋 bermaksud ingin mentraktir kami semua dengan makan di luar. Sayang sekali dia kalah cepat dengan Pak 🐯 yang tiba-tiba saja seolah mengultimatum kami untuk memilih siomay atau mie ayam. Awalnya 🐋 masih bersikukuh untuk tetap makan di luar saja. Tapi Pak 🐯 merayu kami semua untuk makan bersama-sama di kantor saja. Toh akan lebih nyaman cerita-ceritanya, katanya. Sekalian sambil menemaninya makan karena ia punya kebiasaan tidak bisa makan sendirian. Masih belum teryakinkan juga, beliau menambahkan alasan bahwa ingin mentraktirku yang sudah lama tak berkunjung. Waduh, aku jadi merasa agak tersanjung 😁 Sekadar info, Pak 🐯 ini sering sekali mentraktir kami, sepertinya bahkan tiap kali kami makan bersama pasti beliau yang bayar, tapi tidak pernah mau dibayari. Selalu ada saja cara beliau untuk berkilah dan memenangkan peran untuk membayar. Heran dan salut deh!

Akhirnya kami menurut dan Mas 🦍 yang menentukan untuk memilih mie ayam saja semuanya. Awalnya aku berpikir akan dipesankan mie ayam gerobak biru itu. Eh ternyata maksudnya Yamie Panda haha. Hampir lupa aku kalau itu adalah favorit Pak 🐯

Sambil menikmati mie ayam, Pak 🐯 bercerita tentang kisahnya yang menurutku cukup heroik dan penuh akan pelajaran hidup saat beliau bertugas untuk mengosongkan area pinggir jalan. Beliau menceritakan bagaimana pendekatan personal dan humanis ternyata begitu penting untuk masalah tertentu. Mendengarkan kembali intermezzo seru yang bercampur dengan banyak Bahasa Jawa membuatku tersenyum. Bukan hanya karena merasa terhibur, tetapi juga karena jadi teringat kembali masa lalu. Rasanya agak aneh... karena kini kami tak lagi utuh, tapi masih memiliki kesempatan untuk menikmati waktu di tempat dan suasana yang bisa dibilang tidak berubah.

Tak lama kemudian, istri Pak 🐯 datang untuk sama-sama berangkat ke klub bela diri. Beliau ikut kami bercerita. Beliau membawa turun juga jambu air merah hasil panen pohon di depan rumahnya. Rasanya sangat segar dan manis!

Di tengah obrolan kami, 🐋 mengucapkan, "Skip~". Istri Pak 🐯 pun menyeletuk,

Detik itu juga rasa sedih yang datangnya entah dari mana tiba-tiba menyeruak. Ya, tapi memang tak bisa dihindari, bahwa kami tak akan pernah lengkap dan utuh tanpanya. Jadi sangat wajar terjadi bahwa setiap kita berkumpul, topik yang berkaitan dengan 🐚 pasti akan muncul.

Makanan sudah habis, aku bertanya di manakah letak sabun cuci piring. Eh malah piringku langsung ditarik oleh Pak 🐯, diambil alih dengan paksa agar aku tidak mencucinya sendiri. Katanya saat ini aku menjadi tamunya sehingga beliau saja yang mencuci. Jujur sekali, aku merasa tidak enak karena piringku dicucikan oleh orang yang aku hormati dan usianya lebih tua dariku😭 Tapi mau bagaimana lagi, sudah terlanjur. Aku juga menyesal karena salah strategi. Seharusnya makanan tadi kubiarkan tetap di kertas minyak saja lalu ditaruh di atas piring. Dengan begitu kan piringnya jadi tetap bersih dan tidak perlu dicuci😔

Waktu latihan tiba. Pak 🐯 dan istri pamit berangkat bersama untuk latihan bela diri, sudah lengkap dengan seragam Bangau Putih yang dikenakan rapi. Kami pun menyusul tak lama setelahnya dan berpisah untuk pulang ke tempat kami masing-masing.

I N T R O

👨🏽‍✈️: Alfa ini pasti banyak yang suka, ya? Ayo, ini mumpung, sekalian nyusul lamaran aja (*kebetulan di restoran bersamaan sedang ada acara lamaran)

🧕: Eh, nggak juga, Pak. Sampai sekarang belum kelihatan siapa, ya, jodohnya. Sebuah pencapaian lho, Pak, sampai sekarang aku belum pernah ada yang nembak hehehe

👨🏽‍✈️: Wah, ini pasti karena pada mikir kalo Alfa nih terlalu sempurna, makanya nggak ada yang berani. Kayak tadi, nggak mau makan karena nurut Ibunya yang nyuruh diet, itu kan berbakti namanya. Istri idaman lah ya, hahaha

🧕: Ei, pada nggak tahu aja, Pak, aslinya aku gimana...

👨🏽‍✈️: Loh, ya kan, punya persepsi itu, boleh saja?

🧕: Iih, ini kenapa dari tadi aku melulu, sih yang diginiin? Kan ada temen-temen yang lebih tua lhoo...

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Istri idaman. Pujian itu bukannya baru kali pertama aku terima. Gara-gara kejadian malam itu, aku jadi ingat tentang selembar kertas yang mencatat bahwa sejak awal masih jadi siswa kelas X SMA, ternyata pujian itu sudah mulai aku dapatkan. Ya walaupun agak beda, disebutnya "istri sholehah-able". Kalau diingat, pernah juga seorang teman ekstrakurikuler memanggilku "Bunda"—teman perempuan, ya—karena menurutnya aku penyayang dan sabar seperti seorang ibu. Ada juga teman sekelas, kalau tidak salah ingat, memujiku karena menurutnya aku merupakan istri sholihah idaman. Kalau disimpulkan, beberapa kali sudah aku menerima pujian karena memiliki aura sosok istri ataupun ibu yang baik (?)

Mendapatkan pujian-pujian yang terdengar indah seperti itu, perempuan normal mana yang tidak merasa berbunga-bunga? Huh, kalau mau jujur, awalnya aku pun merasa bangga karena bisa membawakan persepsi yang baik seperti itu. Saking senangnya, perut ini rasanya ada yang menggelitiki. Akan tetapi, perasaan itu ternyata tidak bertahan lama. Hanya selang beberapa menit setelah berpisah dengan sang pemberi pujian, perasaan bahagia itu berubah menjadi perasaan bersalah. Merasa tak pantas karena menyadari, bahwa diri ini sungguh masih jauh dari kata pantas untuk menyandang predikat pujian tersebut.

Ikut kajian belum konsisten. Datang kelas tahsin masih terkadang merasa malas, bahkan pernah sengaja membolos karena malas belajar. Baca Al-Qur'an dengan tajwid sesuai yang dipelajari di kelas tahsin kadang malasnya minta ampun. Bangun tahajjud dan sholat subuh tepat waktu masih berat. Waktu luang masih lebih suka digunakan untuk hal-hal yang kurang bermanfaat, seperti fangirling. Bukannya untuk belajar bahasa Arab atau ilmu lain yang lebih berguna. Kalau libur malas bangun pagi. Astaghfirullah 😔

Found another one😭😭This one was a script for a speech competition. Although it was only an internal competition and I didn't win any prize, but I learned a lot from joining that activity. I got to see how creative my friends and seniors were to convey their message. One of them played cello to immerse the audience more in the speech. One of them even brought a pot of plant to give the audience the visualization they mentioned in the speech. 

Athika Ayu Lukito Ningsih is one of Batik teachers in SMA Negeri 1 Yogyakarta. The students call her Miss Tika. She is one of the junior teachers in SMAN 1 Yogyakarta. In her young age, she had crossed the sea outside Indonesia.

Miss Tika was born in Jember, November 1st 1992. She comes from Jember, and now lives in Kragilan. Miss Tika, who likes to play basketball, has two siblings, and she is the second child. The first child in her family had left this world, and the third child is a girl who now is an 8th grader. Her mother is a teacher. Both of her parents are still in a healthy condition. In her opinion, the word family is very worthful. A family is a place where you can receive superfluity of love, she said.

This young teacher, who loves to draw, spent her school life in several cities. She graduated from a kindergarten in Perkebunan, Jember, Jawa Timur. Then, she continued her study at an elementary school in Banyuwangi, Jawa Timur. She stayed in Banyuwangi with her grandmother. After graduated from elementary school, she continued to SMP 1 Jember. Next, she studied at a senior high school in Pacitan. And her newest education record is, she graduated from Art of Painting Department of Universitas Negeri Yogyakarta.

The woman who likes everything in green colour was an active student back then in junior high school. She was the leader of the student association. Due to heap of activities she had during held the role, she decided to cut off her activities in senior high school. But again, she still became a leader. This time, she became the captain of her school basketball team. She said, even though she owns a small body, but she was a good basketball player in the past. When she became a college student, she did not join even a single extracurricular in her campus. She said, becoming an art of painting department student means you need to draw a lot. First, she received a task to draw 100 sketches. Next, she received a nearly similar task. We can say, her life was already busy without joining an extracurricular.

Miss Tika had ever won a competition represented Pacitan City. It was a program held by Mr. Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono, the president who ruled Indonesia at that time. She did said that the competition was for them who is smart in mathematic and computer designing. She joined that competition without a big expectation. If she could pass the test, then it was a great pleasure. If not, maybe that time was not her.

Luckily, she passed the test and deserved to join a program to learn about fractal batik. Fractal batik is a type of batik that is created by the using computer. So, you need to use a formula even just to create a curve. That way, you can create a nearly perfect curve. Once you did wrong calculation, then it was really hard to find in which part you had made the mistake. In the end, you need to repeat the calculation. This mathematic based batik was a research of one of college students at Institut Teknologi Bandung. He made that technology as his task. That technology is developed outside Indonesia (Holland and Japan) even though it was created in Indonesia. Miss Tika feels very sad upon that situation. Why does every invention in Indonesia is always developed outside? The government should have supported the researches before they went outside, she said.

So, the first process, she was sent to Istana Negara for two months. She met and shaking hand with the president, even took a photo with his wife (Mrs. Ani Yudhoyono) for around ten minutes, because he needed to go to somewhere else. She worked together to design fractal batik in a team there. After that, she went back to Jogja to do school examination. She was offered a scholarship at ITB when she was in Jogja, but she refused it. Then, President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono sent the team to Tokyo. Actually after that, they were sent to Holland, but she could not join because of an examination at UNY. When she designed fractal batik, she got Rp 1.500.000,00 every day in two months. It was a good salary because she worked from 7 a.m. to 24.00 p.m.

After graduated from UNY, she decided to teach because becoming a teacher is a honored profession. She felt very happy and touched when she taught for the first time at SMA Kalasan. She felt very happy when she taught and the students heard her explanation. She also had ever taught in a kindergarten how to draw in Kalasan.

She said that there are three types of student, the dilligent one, the lazy one, and I-don’t-care one. She would just hint him a little and the student would feel guilty by himself.

She has been teaching in SMAN 1 Yogyakarta since January this year. What she thought for the first time when she heard that she would teach in SMAN 1 Yogyakarta was, the students are so smart. The sad fact about the students of SMAN 1 Yogyakarta is, that they seem like underestimate the importance of batik. She advised the students to not only learn chemistry or biology. The students must do some artwork, because it’s very enjoyable. The woman who likes to eat oseng mercon said that, art can not die. Even though the artist become older, h/she can still do the artwork and earn money from it. It’s not like mathematic. When you get older, you can’t earn anything from mathematic anymore.

Miss Tika who likes frog has a dream that hasn’t been accomplished. She hopes to have a batik gallery where she can teach children who spend most of their time on the street how to draw batik and sell their artwork in the gallery. But she thought, she could not started to do her dream soon because of teaching. Let’s pray for her so that her dream will come true immediately.

Her advice for the students of SMAN 1 Yogyakarta, please take the chance when you can still do that. Don’t choose a department in university that has become the favourite among people, unless you really like it. Don’t study too hard until your hands are shaking during the test. Just be relaxed. Because our life has been decided by our God. When the time is yours, then it will be yours.

—August 30th 2016

Beberapa bulan terakhir ini aku punya idola baru. NCT Dream namanya. Berawal dari berita comeback-nya bulan Maret lalu yang bersamaan dengan salah satu titik terendah dan stress dalam hidupku akibat skripsi, aku bertemu lagi dengan boygroup ini. Saat mereka debut 2016 lalu sebenarnya aku sudah mengikuti dan menyukai musiknya. Lagu debut Chewing Gum dengan konsep yang remaja sekali—sangat aku sukai. Unik di antara kebanyakan lagu grup K-Pop yang sering kali diselipi makna-makna yang terlalu 'dewasa' untuk usiaku yang masih SMA saat itu. Terlebih lagi usia para membernya banyak yang seumuran dan tidak terpaut jauh denganku. 

Member kesukaanku saat itu adalah Jaemin—Na Jaemin lengkapnya. Alasannya sih sederhana, karena ulang tahunnya hanya 2 hari lebih cepat dariku hehe. Alasan lainnya, karena Jaemin adalah yang paling menarik untukku di antara member SMRookies sebelum ia debut sebagai member NCT Dream, terutama saat menontonnya di Mickey Mouse Club. Sayangnya baru saja debut Jaemin langsung hiatus karena penyakitnya kambuh. Aku yang saat itu masih sangat suka EXO, langsung tidak terlalu bersemangat lagi untuk mengikuti NCT Dream karena Jaemin sedang tidak ada. Bahkan saat itu, suasananya terasa seperti sangat tidak ada kepastian apakah Jaemin akan benar-benar kembali atau tidak, saking lamanya Jaemin menghilang tanpa kabar. 

Hingga 2018 setiap kali mereka merilis lagu baru aku masih menonton MV mereka. Hanya saja, begitu kuliah dan benar-benar sibuk dengan berbagai urusan, aku tidak lagi begitu mengikuti K-Pop. Bahkan nonton drama saja jarang-jarang bisa sempat.

Kini, kembaliku kepada mereka dengan member favorit yang berbeda. Skripsi adalah tantangan yang sangat besar bagiku dan harus dihadapi seolah sendirian. Tidak ada teman yang menyemangati, tidak ada yang bisa diajak berbagi kesedihan, pun saat itu pandemi. Beruntungnya Bapak Ibu dan keluarga mendukung penuh, baik melalui doa, diskusi, dan segala hal. 

Kesendirian itu membawaku pada keputusan untuk menginstall TikTok. Sekadar untuk membunuh waktu dan rasa bosan yang diselimuti kerapuhan diri dengan segala kekhawatiran dan stress yang menghantui. Scroll tanpa henti, dengan hati kosong, hingga bertemulah aku dengan video lucu adek ini, Zhong Chenle namanya💚

The first video I saw about him was actually not the best side of him, the kind of video that actually will make people to often downplay his achievement. It was a video from a TV program where he let the guests to sleep over his home in Shanghai. So basically the main point was when he didn't know the word "rent-house" in Korean. But for context, it happened on early years after his debut when he was still not fluent in Korean. I am embarrassed to admit this, but I was really entertained by that😞

But from that point, I started to look for fun facts about Chenle. And more facts about his family's wealth came into surface and made me felt stunned. More and more, I found lots of his pre-debut photos. They were all so cute😻More and more, I found his pre-debut singing videos, just to found out that he was already a child singer back then in China. His voice was so soothing and angelic, the type of voice that I really love. He could also play the piano. From that point, I decided that I want to jump deep dive to know him. That was when I dedicated my Twitter second account specially just to follow all latest news about Chenle. And that's even just the beginning. That's when I found this Twitter Celebrity named RizalDo, he is a nurse, but he was hyping Chenle a lot at that time. He posted some quotes said by Chenle during his time being a radio broadcaster. He called himself as LeD. His words was really healing for me that I directly dig deep to find more of his wise words. Sadly, I do not remember what was that quote about, which one is that😭

And yes, I found this special Twitter account @WordsByLeD and also a website that did a very neat and good job in archiving the radio broadcast called Chenle Radio Archive. His words is so magical, like whenever I feel down, I will re-open his radio archive just to read his sweet words and my spirit is back! Like I want to continue my life directly🙀

So yeah, that's the story behind how I met Zhong Chenle. His laughters, his caring shown to his members, his view towards this life, just made my life feels easier. And until now, I still like him for his smile and wise words, and of course his voice💚

This event is the first time I spent money during my time stanning NCT Dream😅 I remember I was taking a short break on my work by scrolling through my Twitter feeds. That's when I saw that the hashtag became trending since the movie ticket war was about to begin. I knew that they were about to release a movie, but I didn't follow the news about when they would start selling the pre-order tickets.

Without any far consideration, I decided that I wanted to buy this ticket no matter what. This is a documentary movie about their concert which means that they would include some performances during the concert too. As a person who will most likely never spend that big amount of money only for concert, I felt that this will be okay. At least, I have ever watched the virtual but still high quality version of the concert. So, I stopped the work timer just to concentrate on buying the tickets. I saw on Twitter that they were already stand by on the CGV Mobile App. So, I downloaded the app too for the first time just to find out that the app already couldn't handle the amount of visitors coming 😊

At that time, I didn't even have the CGV account yet. I kept refreshing the app, hoping that I could get the chance to access the app. But no, even after the time for pre-order had started, the loading animation with error message kept showing. My only thought at that time was:

I already told myself that, it's okay. It's okay if I can not win one of the tickets. At least I have tried my best. I already showed my sincere intention to support NCT Dream. Then I closed the CGV app with very heavy sad feeling. I opened Twitter just to monitor others czennies and turned out that many of them were facing the same situation as me. 

I kept scrolling and holding my tears AND THAT'S IT. That's when I found a Tweet from someone who successfully bought the ticket without any hurdles from Shopee. I still have the hope✨ I rushed to open Shopee and... the schedule was still empty. I kept pulling down the screen to refresh the data and... it worked! The schedule started to appear and I rushed to book the tickets on weekend. 

I already chosen the seat and about to pay when suddenly I noticed and remembered, that this movie provides the 4DX version! I rechecked my ticket details and it was still the 2D version! Oh no! I wanted to experience the 4DX version to know the technology! So I repeated the booking process and found out that the 4DX version was only available at around 4PM and night. NOOO!! I have regular tahsin classes at weekend night. I can't leave the class just for fun right? And I just remembered that weekend is for family time. That means... I had to watch it on my work days. And that means... I should watch on the first day of the movie release! 30 Nov!

I rushed to choose the seat and found that there were only 2 seats available for the 18:30 schedule. And only 1 seat left at the highest row. Clicked! Confirmed! Paid! That's it! Yeah, alhamdulillah ~~ I finally could save the seat! FYI, the image above I took after I secured my ticket so that's why, only one available seat is shown.